不说不等于不想，已经是凌晨了。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            今天七夕！                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       昨夜老妈久久不能入睡，和帮女郎们胡侃乱撂，或许就是安抚焦躁的思绪转移想你的心，因为每年的8月13号，你都会开心的吃老妈帮你定的带有巧克力的生日蛋糕。从一岁到二十二岁，除了你大一暑假到深圳社会实践，和同学们一起过生日外，你的生日都会和老妈阿姨们一起度过的。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        记得你十八岁的那天，你把嘴里的一块蛋糕让老妈咬下来，然后说:妈，你咬下了这块蛋糕，就说明你儿子已经可以脱离老妈的怀抱，现在开始我可以有自己的思想了。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        可当你有了自己的思想，可以脱离老妈的怀抱时，你却撇下老妈独自走开了，你知道妈有多痛吗？                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        这种无以言表的痛，要伴着妈的后半辈子，让思念游走在阴阳两界，穿梭在家与墓地之间，夜半泪水，难以入眠。8.13.没有你的日子，心如这深夜没有灯光的房间，暗啊！                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        妈虽不想惊扰你漂浮在天堂里的灵魂，但妈控制不住想你的心，止不住哭的泪，肆意撒在无边的夜里，继续幸福与悲伤共舞，喜悦与痛苦相伴，欢笑与绝望同歌的日子，这种日子艰难，如赤脚踏尖刀，也得熬啊！                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        当别当别人都在饱尝团聚的喜悦时，妈在品尝离别的感伤，不管今后的日子如何，妈都会含着带泪的微笑，嚼着酸痛的坚韧，期盼来年8.13你的生日，一年一年的等着妈老去时，给你过不动时，妈就会和你团聚了，那时妈就会收到天堂你打来的电话:妈，你的生日４．４号又在清明节了，我也记得你的生日，生日快乐！
　　而今天，妈会对你说:儿子，８．１３你生日快乐！                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             而今天，妈会对你说:儿子，生日快乐！